Been a while since I posted. Life has changed a lot since my last posting. Grandson growing, moving and new job. I have forgiven my ex who has been the cause of so much pain. It brought me a sense of peace. Physically things are about the same but manageable.
I'm thankful so much for family and friends. The little boy in my life has been a blessing and a joy. Right now he is going through the terrible two's but we shall get through this too.
I'm still trying to deal with my Mom issues. I feel that I wasn't a good person to her when she got dementia. I could have been kinder and more understanding. If there is a heaven I hope she has forgiven me when I see her next. I can't wait to see my Dad. No matter how old you get you still need your dad and I missed so much with him.
So a positive post tonight, when I read back on my past posts I was a very sad, unhappy and angry person, and I don't feel like I'm that person anymore. Years of therapy and medicine do make a difference.
