Beginning to wonder if I will ever find love. I know the song says looking for love in all the wrong place--I don't even know where those are and sure don't know the right places. I hesitate to try web sites, I just don't feel comfortable --can't tell who they are and the tonal inflection of what someone says. I'm open---I look at Krogers and lots of other places I go, I smile and look friendly. I make comments to strangers sometimes. I don't know that bars are the place--at least I would have to go to the wrinkle room to find some around my age. I need a wingman to go with me. Not comfortable going by myself. I just feel socially awkward in situations like that. It is hard for me to talk to people that just pop up, I don't know what to say. Maybe this weekend I'll spend some time on the web. Maybe pay for match for a couple of months, just to see what happens. The only guy that flatters me feels more like a friend. I think we have each liked each other but never at the same time, it doesn't seem to connect in that way. I like him as a friend. You would think I would have friends who know single guys--they are out there just hiding from me.
