I've got a lot of questions on how things work and how life is suppose to go. I have very few answers, I wish I knew more or could understand better. I wish I knew why I let my ex have so much attention from me. I don't want to think about him or dream about his. I can't seem to let go of the past.
My counselor said his ultimate goal for me is to trust in the unknown. He told me that I have to know all the ends and outs of whatever I'm going to do. I have to examine and be cautious. He is right about that, I have been that way as long as I can remember. He feels that I need to have faith and take a chance on things sometime. He has helped me a lot over the past year and most of the time I feel better after I have talked with him. I just wish I had the answers and knew the future. Don't most of us wish that?
If we had all the answers there would be no adventure. And if we knew the future, we would try mightily to change it. Listen to him, trust in yourself...and live life.
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